Kill me because I'm dying
So.... if I say I miss you and I feel it then I think it isn't a healthy feeling.
You see, sometimes I see myself living an story that has evolved to a point that another part of myself is still not aware of. A part that just can't update itself. It's like two beings in the same ..... territory? In the same space....
So.... if I say I miss you and I feel it then I think that I'm not truly loving you. All the opposite, I think that my happiness is depending of you and that I'm not able to be happy by myself....
Bad shit, I know.....
It's being with me since I had my first girlfriend and still seems an impossible task to accomplish.....
today I just sent you a message.
Think it's getting better somehow. I just had to send it and then occupy my time. Feeling that I'm enough without you.
See babe? I'm not superman. And my issues can't be solved by just acknowledging them. They're really tough and hard to get over....
All in all. this song says what I mean in a subtle way.
I don't want to need you sills.
But fuck, I do.
still a human
still a human....
Caifanes - Matenme porque me muero (1986)
When I die and I have to be burried.
I want it with one of your pictures.
so I won't be scared when I'm underground.
so I won't forget your face.
so I can imagine how's to be with you.
and feel myself a little alive.
Kill me because I'm dying
Kill me because I can't
Kill me because I'm dying
Kill me because I can't
This disease is incurable.
This disease is like valium.
When I die and I have to be burried.
I want it with candies and not with stones.
In case that you come to see me
I'll be eternally gone.
Like giving you just flowers
I'll keep a thousand stars for you.
Kill me because I'm dying
Kill me because i can't
Kill me because I'm dying
Kill me because I can't.
Caifanes - Avientame (1994)
El genio de Markovich.....
